loe...haven been online for the past days coz my bro 'o' level chi den dun wan to distract him...lolx...i'm soO goodie...lolx...well i'm finally online...watched la bi xiao xin juz now [doreen insisted dat i borrowed it n watch] veri farnie...lolx...still haf alot more disk to go...went to sch todae morn to discuss bout the food n games stall tingy for silver jubilee...sort of like a meeting wif ms chan n we were in the itlr1 rm...soO cold...last wed went to the lord of the ring exhibition under drama club...the arwen n galadriel cloth soO nice...lolx...den went to do tis mask making workshop under the exhibition...made tis realli small mask...veri nice...n we're supposed to paint it n put it in the drama rm...i dun wan!!! i wan keep it my ownself...lolx...
last thurs was soO stupid...embarassed myself again by goin to nyjc [nanyang junior college] to sell the stupid carnival tickets again...me jialing kaihui meiyan weixun n junxian were like beggin everyone to buy...so cold-hearted lehz those ppl...lolx...i managed to sell 3 [one less than at tjc] n we sold a total of 13 tickets [three less than tjc] even more pathetic...lolx...but at least i was able to sell the first ticket from all...so proud of myself...thanx to all nyjc peEps hu bought the tickets...there was like some sort of exchange prgramme goin on between us...they had tis fund raising card n whenever we tried to sell the tickets to them they would take out the card...lolx...me n jialing paid one dollar each to tis guy our of pity...n he bought the ticket for ten dollar...lolx...well it wasnt the end...dat evening had ptc [parent-teacher conference] my daddy was like saein how slow i was at hm doin work n practically talkin bad bout me...but ms chan was like saying "no larx...she is actually very responsible"...lolx...so glad...heeheez...sat had algebra workshop n it was like haiz...well juz have myself to blame for my baddie maths...ttmr got dunno wat chinese cultural camp...can get cca points i suppose...dats y me jialing kaihui n suili onli volunteer...lolx...haven started on holi hmwk but tink goin do now...haiz [pigGyX mE] but at least better than doreen c. [no offence] lolx... x)

lolx...today was quite fun...din stay in sch the whole day...heeheez...onli stayed for first two periods n off i was to tjc [temasek junior collage] me jialing meiyan jasmine n eileen represented the sch n went to tjc to sell the silver jubilee carnival tickets...we had a total of 100 tickets to sell but onli sold 16...pathetic huh...eileen n meiyan sold 5 each...i sold 4...jialing sold 2 n jasmine din manage to sell anyting out...mr tong sent us there...second time i took his car...it was like four ppl squeezing bhind...den jialing n meiyan was like slpin away...reached tjc at bout 9.50 den went to the general office to register n by the time it was like 9.55 n the students lunch break ended at 10am...so we started work immediately...so ke bei...like no one wanted buy...n we were like beggin n pleadin them...lolx...we din manage to sell any except for eileen [who was lucky thruout the day] so we stayed to wait for their lunch break which was at 11.40am...while waiting we were like asking those hu had no lessons to buy the tickets...we were like begging n kept si chan lan da...lolx...so embarassing...luckily i do not recognize them like i would see them everyday...heeheez...alot of them said like "ihave cca" or "that time got common test" or "amk too far larx"...lolx...onli sum took pity on us...wahHhx...but got a couple of them quite generous...lolx...it was like super hard gettin them to buy the tickets...but at least we sold some tickets...lolx [thanx tjc peEps for buyin the tickets] although onli little bought...lolx...
when went back sch there was the first exco meetin at 3pm...we were like talkin bout the investiture...lolx...but all talk no action...tmr goin the lord of the ring exhibition under drama club...stupid...dun wanna go...shuldnt have signed up...lolx... tmr last day of term 2...haiz...so fast june holi lerx...lolx...n have to hand in the stupid ipw...me beta go do the ipw...lolx...tata!~

lolx...todae was drama club fund raising...sold ice-sticks at 50 cents n alot of ppl was saying it was super expensive...well...it is coz u can get one at 10 cents outside i suppose...but still we made lots of money despite the cold weather...tmr still gonna sell...lolx...hope tmr the weather will be veri hot den everyone will wanna buy coz its soO cooling...heeheez...earned quite a sum todae...hope tmr will be better...soO AMKsians...fill up ur pockets tonite!!!
after sch at 3.30pm there was a meeting at the conference rm for the exco members of 2004/2005...but the meeting did not start till bout 4+???well here r the list of exco [juz write for fun...make my post look longer] lolx...

president ---> soon heng
vice-president ---> yuru
secretary ---> eileen
treasurer ---> han zhong
pupil welfare ---> thulin n mei yan
council welfare ---> kwee gek n jialing
social recreation ---> jasmine n wei xun
public relations ---> merrill n me

i dun wanna be in public relations but "once the results are read the decision is final"...lolx...wanted change wif mei yan todae but nvm larx...juz sae im down on my luck...hmm...hope the council board will be okiez in our hands...lolx...
todae morn i was soO touched...when kaihui suili doreen ruth n jasmine crowded round me...i felt sumting was amiss [but i continued describing the final destination show to jasmine] n then they presented me wif tis present...lolx...a necklace n a hp pouch...the necklace is soO nice...lurve it lots [have quite a number of necklace at hm already] but its super nice...lolx...

doreen jasmine ruth suili kaihui n angelia ---> thanx for the necklace n hp pouch...realli veri nice...lolx...thanx!!! [hugGieX]

[21 may 2004] wanted to slp after 12am to celebrate the end of my bdae but collapsed like a pig...lolx...somehow i was soO tired dat nite i couldnt stay awake a single second...so i slept past my bdae...soO sad...haiz...juz gotta wait for nxt yr...lolx...i still clearly remember everything dat happen on my bdae [although i have a well-known short-term memory] lolx...its lovely memories signing off!!!

[ 21 may 2004 ] my birthday...well in a couple of hours it will be but a memory...a very special day to me dat i'll never forget...
stayed up all the way till 12+ juz to wish myself hapPi bdae...lolx...did that too last yr...todae morn started off wif some ppl wishin me hapPi bdae...lolx...adina was the first to give me my present...she bought her ownself n made tis card too...den when bell rang for mornin assembly soon heng n zhao liang came to my cls n passed me tis billabong bag...lolx... [orange n gey] found out dat i was stuck to dat bag colour my whole life...heeheez...before going to the parade square jamie passed to me tis little bag n inside was my present n a card...n we juz left for morn assembly...all was juz as normal as any ordinary life..lolx...
ms chan passed the results list around n i was like thinking so sao xing...looking at my results realli made me feel very down but hey...its my bdae n i muz make sure dat nothing will make me cry...but results are bad [as expected] will swear to work harder...we did the notice board during free periods...its kinda nice but i find it lacks something...juz cant seem to figure out what it is...lolx...went to the com lab durin art lesson to do the survey tingy again...gotta do it for all subjects...n its always the same procedure...sign into www.moreatonce.com n click on the survey ting...soO troublesome...hahaz...we did the survey veri quickly so there was still extra time coz got two periods... the gals were surfin the net...[j.a.d] took the chance to do a trio bloggin...go to the j.a.d blog n see...the bois on the other hand was loggin on to william hung's webbie n they played the mv realli loud...n wats more they were dancing to it...so farnie but ms angie kept scoldin them so they were forced to stop...when leavin the com lab...ms angie locked yee yew in without knowing...n he was like banging on the door...veri farnie...lucky to dae no hmt after sch...we were finally able to b let off at 1pm...hardly get the chance...lolx...
went to see ms chow after sch wif the fund-raising members of the drama club...after dat went to the ava rm for the student council voting...was late den everyone was in there already...din noe wat to do den jialing was like explaining to me dat i had to intro myself to everyone n juz explain y they shuld vote for me...jialing was like teachin me how to do but it juz couldnt get into my brain...n when it was my turn it was so embarassing coz everyone was like lookin n i forgot wat to say...but lucky [jialing meiyan weixun aravindh yanping n wenjia] were like whispering to me wat to say...lolx...but i think i spoke veri softly...ran all the way up den not enough breath...lolx...after the voting juz stayed in sch to complete the noticeboard...n something realli unexpected happened...quite some ppl were in cls [jialing jasmine jamie huaisian janice seokteng adina mayyee gabriel shawal alvin] den tiongpeng n yeeyew came into cls but was doin noticeboard so din bothered...but i heard them talking something n when i turned around...guess wat? those two bois went to somewhere near the market n bought a bunch of bananas...lolx...soO touched until almost felt like cryin...din expect them to do tis...they also bought bomb bags n were like throwing it around...lolx...
went for dinner juz now at paragon the soup restaurant...dinner was okiez...at least better than my bro...lolx...but he got a hp...got two ang pao from my parents but its better than nuting...now veri tired...tink wan go slp soon...but muz try to stay up until 12+ to celebrate the end of my bdae...heeheez...
hope dont collapse n slp like pig like dat...


aniwaez...juz wanna thank some ppl for giving me presents:

adina--->thanx for the cup n card...realli lurved them...n no nid to say sorrie for anything...lolx...

jamie huasian janice n shawal--->thanx for the bracelet n card...realli appreciate them...heeheez...

jialing soonheng n zhaoliang--->thanx for the bag...din expect u guys [n gal] to buy dat for me...lolx...thanx!~

mayyee cindy chuhui n scott--->thanx for the sms...lolx...at least u all remembered my bdae [especially chuhui...send at few min before 12...thought u forgot me lerx] lolx...

lastly...
yee yew tiongpeng n co[if there's any]--->thanx for the bananas...quite a unique bdae present...n u all realli did do wat u said...a bunch of 14 bananas...lolx...thanx aniwaez...from monkey me...satisfied??? heeheez...

well...realli touched wif wat everone did...juz a great big thanx!!! -huggiez- heeheez...well dats my bdae...not realli much fun but at least its great...lolx...me go prepare for bed...but before i leave [thank god for the wonderful bdae...okiez...it was quite wondeful...juz hope that i will -shHh- thanx god!!!] (o.O)

heeheez...its the 20th of may todae...n its wee ting bdae so happi bdae to u yarx! n yest it was mei jiao's bdae...dat gal...haiz...wonder when she will grow up [ childish as ever ] but still happi bdae to u!!! n tmr its my bdae!!! lolx...so excited...also michelle's bdae...hardly find sumone same bdae wif me one...lolx...tmr is goin to b soO special to me but i juz hope it wun get ruined [dear god...may i wish dat everything will go well tmr? pls do help me okiez? ] lolx...tmr oso soO happi...no hmt...lolx...but got dat council voting in the ava rm...me dun wannna go...lolx...
todae stayed back in sch all the way until 6+...near 7pm to do dat idiotic notice board...tmr got dat watever judging ting...so troublesome...but ours is quite nice actually...lolx...hmm...me wanna go rush watch ami...lolx...its the final three now [ jasmine trias . diana degarmo . fantasia barinno ] wondering hu will go out but tink shuld b jasmine larx...bout time she went out...lolx...so wish me luckZ tmr!~

haiz...one day which started off real goodie but ended real baddie...got eng geog n hist paper back...eng was kinda okiez but still not my expected standard...but didnt get paper one back...so not really sure of the full score...geog n hist was bad...dropped alot...my god...worries filling me...lit was great todae...ms goh wanted to continue the chpt of village by the sea but she gave us an option to watch the last samurai...din thought it was goin to be a show dat attracted me much at first but i was wrong...it was soO cool...a veri nice show but some scenes realli make ppl feel quite uneasy at times...i was like on the verge of cryin at one part...dunno but juz pitied the character...tom cruise was soO cool...but din get to complete the whole show as it was reccess...so mayb we will continue nxt lit lesson...
todae after sch was the student council exco interview...me jialing meiyan yanping wenjia n aravindh were sittin together outside the counselling rm n we were like soO freaked out...meiyan went in first coz she had an eye appointment...she came out n was like saein quite easy...so we were sorta relaxed...den aravindh went in n boom...reality struck on me after he came out...it was my turn!!! i was soO afraid...n it was like wat questions would they ask?well...i went in n was like trying to control me laughing...i always do dat when im nervous...i sat down rite in front of those peEps...mrs anand, ms ng, liang hock, kian ann, michlle, karthigesan n my bro...n the two trs started shooting questions...the exco was sorta quiet except for dat karthi hu asked me one question which i was like tinking "huh?hot to ans?"...stupid karthi...lolx...i stumbled quiet alot...aminly coz my brain wasnt workin [ brain cells all dead by the end of the day ] lolx...den after me was jialing n she came out n was like tellin me blah blah blah bout how the exco go "suan" her...den wenjia went in n lastly yanping...soO embarrasing lehz...watever...its over aready...me dun wanna tink bout it...lolx...

California

We've been on the run
Driving in the sun
Looking out for #1
California here we come
Right back where we started from

Hustlers grab your guns
Your shadow weighs a ton
Driving down the 101
California here we come
Right back where we started from

California
Here we come

On the stereo
Listen as we go
Nothing's gonna stop me now
California here we come
Right back where we started from
Pedal to the floor
Thinkin' of the roar
Gotta get us to the show
California here we come
Right back where we started from

California
Here we come

hmpf...real angry now...got accused of something i din do... [i din change the colour of the window ]...it was my fault dat i dropped the penny dai cd...now the cd cover got problem...but i din do dat intentionally...i mean it was all an accident...n accidents do happen...n i get a scoldin..."dat cd is i buy one"...blah blah...stupid...but i realli din change the colour of the window...haiz...ke bei...
went out the whole day wif my mum...went to orchard lib...quite borin down there especially when i could find no books of my interest...haiz...tmr tuition...n back to sch...wanna slp...lolx...byeZ den...gonna slp away my anger...always do dat...heeheez...nitez...[ j.a.d ruLez! ]

hey everyone...today was an official sch day n everyone got back the results...BAD...real BAD...got back maths n science paper...maths was realli bad...alot of ppl fail n im no exception...i tried soO hard n its like soO disappointing...wanna cry...i always fail maths...haiz...muz practice over the holi...science section a was okiez...section c was real bad...haven got back section b but sure am hopin i will do well in dat section to pull my marks up...but dun tink i will...god!the two subjuects with double weightin...cannot...muz do well!!!hmm...the other subjects paper will b returned nxt wk...scary...wat if i dun do well n breakdown like last term...geEz...well juz have to pray hard...afterall wats done is done...i cannot go back in time although i wish to...lolx...stayed back to do the notice board today...hahaz...nxt wk there's a judging tingy n our cls notice board is soO empty...so we had to start today...last min work as always...heeheez...we started durin ms tay lesson coz it was a free period...was supposed to give us back papers but the markin wasnt done...so we had one hr free to ourselves...me jialing doreen jasmine suili kaihui n jamie sat round two tables n started cuttin n drawing n pasting...ms tay was like walkin around n whenever she came round it was like "spy alert"...lolx...n she called us "aunties"...u noe the scene where aunties sit together peeling tings n chattin...yarx...dat type of aunties...heeheez...fathima was readin tis story bk alone so thought dat she may lend a helpin hand...cut cut cuttin...sorta fun especially when there is soO mani tings to talk bout...after sch we stayed back too except for suili who had to go hm...we went to the market n had lunch...(most of us ended up eatin desserts onli)...me n doreen was sittin at one table n jailing jasmine kaihui n jamie sat at another...we ate finish quicker den the others so we decided to play a little game of hide 'n' seek wif them...me n doreen were like runnin away from them...they walked into sch so we ran into sch so that we could reach the cls b4 them but they were already there...so we walked in slowly n calmy...but no one ask us where we went or watever...so pathetic...hahaz...but we continued cuttin n drawin n pastin...n of course chattin...we found out mai unbelievable tings...n i realli cant imangine it...of course i cant say it out...promised not to...lolx...but by the end of the day...we onli completed the borders of the two notice board in front...haiz...at the rate we r doin...i doubt we can finish...but we muz win...veri determined...lolx...looks like i haf to stay back the whole of nxt wk to complete it!
oh yeah...countdown to my birthday is one weEk!!! (o.O)

hey peEps...long time never touch the com...okiez...not soO long but realli miss bloggin...haiz...exams are finally OVER...how great can dat be?well...i cant sae i will do realli well but at least i tried my best...*sounds familiar? u bet*...i shall work hard durin the holi...i promise no matter what...lolx...
dad n mum went to kl on sun...coz my elder bro returnin from canada...his summer vacation...soO gd...its like for months...hahaz...so they went back n it was onli me n my second bro...home alone...hahaz...they came back yest...and yest i went out wif doreen n jasmine after the exams...went to j8 den there was nothing there so went bugis...i bought tis op tee...soO cute...got one monkey down there...my so-called "relative"...den doreen bought tis pink starry tee...veri nice...while we were shoppin some of the 2/3 peEps were at downtown east...there for chalet...but dunno what they were doing down there...
and todae me...doreen n jasmine met at bishan n took mrt all the way to pasir ris...they ask us to head to the bowling alley and we found them there...but sad to say...no one said hi to us except for adina angelia jamie n huaisian...but nvm so the 3 of us ended up havin our own lane...n i was such an embarassment to the bowling world...i had lost my skills...den dat doreen sae dunno how to play but she turned out to be the best...aiyoh...but it was sorta fun larx...den the others left without a word n onli the gals told us to find for them at the arcade...so after our game which was not long after we went to find for them...they were down there playin the daytona...gabriel huasian angelia n alvin were playin...adina n jamie went back to the room...n they other boys seperated...so we juz stood bhind to watch while waiting for the game to end...other boys came soon n when it was over...it was like chaos n they were like snatching to play again...n let me emphasize...NO ONE...NOT A SINGLE PERSON...FELT OUR EXISTANCE...me doreen n jasmine juz stood down there like we were INVISIBLE...so nvm...we were hungry so we juz went to eat at the kfc down there...we were sittin at a veri obvious spot but sad to say...when ppl walked pass...no one saw us except for gabriel junxiang chinhong n jason...soO sad...after eatin we were like tinkin it was useless for us to stay animore...i mean wat fun is there when NO ONE bother bout us...so we had a hard time until we decided to leave...n off we went to orchard...i smsed janice but no one reply...soO pathetic...lolx...n we were like saein no more chalet for us if it was goin to be like tis...we felt just SOO LEFT OUT...overall at least sum ppl did tok to us but little...haiz...
we had a better time down at orchard...went cinelesiure...*not sure bout spellin*...n took neoprint...came out terrible coz the usual machine was out of order...lolx...soO ugly...so we decided to go hereen but there was lots of ppl...so we juz went to far east plaza n walk around...saw mani clothes n one dat i especially like but toO bad no cash...n it wuld be soO waste...so never buy...den we went to scotts shopping centre n sat at the food court talkin...n had dinner down there...haiz...regretted going down to orchard...coz we were like wearin 3-quarters n tee for those chalet wear n so embarassing when we saw soO mani amksians...they were dressed soO nicely...my god...den we were like soO tomboyish...save me!~ shuldnt have even gone out todae...shuld have juz stayed at hm n sleep...not to say im angry wif them not botherin us but...ugghhh...watever...its over...goin to have a gd nite slp n forget bout the whole ting...but save me...im soO totally screwed up...i looked soO ugly in tee n 3-quarter!!!...lolx...nvm...goin slp tite now...niteZ!~ jad forever

harlow...changed my blog layout...my bro helped me coz the alignment was totally hard...nice?...like the everytime song...so nice...lolx... tmr maths paper...n lastly dnt n the exams shall b over...okiez...me goin study...byez!~

britney spears - everytime

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

Ohhhh

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

hey...one wk aready...at last mani papers have passed...last wk sun had food poisonin...dunno wat food i ate which caused me pain...den had an mc n at first din need to go to sch...i was like thinking...so good...no need to take geog...but i was toO strong...i was much better n off i was to sch for my geog paper...one word...BAD...i wasnt feelin well den din study much for geog and din get alot of my facts rite...wat luck...y muz i b soO strong...hahaz...den nxt day was lit paper...how i lurve lit...the extract from the bk was like...hey....i noe tis...i read the village by the sea dat bk n the facts was like stuck to my head...(although i din realli remember any quotes)...well at least lit paper was not bad...n my nightmare arrived just when i din nid it...maths...n no calculator...i suffered a serious case of head blockage...couldnt tink n remember any thing...left lots og ques blank...now i juz hope i can do well for the paper 2...science was another migrane...i soO agree with doreen...air then air...still nid wat atoms wat molecules...hahaz...well thats juz the way things work...rite? n lastly history todae...god did i feel like killin the person who set the paper...i din noe how to do the source base n structured ques...the mcq n one sentence ques were like so easy...n den terrible...haiz...my nightmare is not over yet...tmr still nid go sch for hmt paper... mon maths paper 2 n lastly tues d&t...lolx...i will be so totally relax when the exams end...i have been slpin at 2+ the past few days...tired...lolx...kaez...nid get goin to study fer hmt paper...wish me lucKz!~